.Wednesday, May 12, 2010 ' 12:17 AM Y
Life is funny.
For a moment everything looks so fine.
However once you turn around and look again, life would not be as sweet as you thought it was.
Did a survey yesterday, "What would you wish to lost (a part of your body) considering the meaning."
I chose my heart as it is making all these mess.
I am not making any sense. I do not know what I am trying to say.
All I know is, the current me is not a happy one.
There are never ending things to do. My marks seems to drop.
I hate it. I hate feeling so useless.
Always feel inferior. Tried my best to be the best when all I am is still the original me.
No matter how much I do, how hard I work, I cannot see myself standing in the place I thought I could be there.
I start to doubt myself. I do not feel myself knowing what I am studying. I am studying to study, to get good grades.
If ever, I am led to the outside world using my knowledge I got in this course, I am simply nobody.
So many people out there are so much better than me.
By the way,
the song for today is -
Behind these hazel eyes
Kelly Clarkson
Thanks for reading, hope your life is better than mine!
=)
