And if you have any question as to why I am as tired as I am, you would probably ask "why?".
Arhh...
I am in the school web writer "committee", and my teacher ask for a report on a CIP trip I been to by Monday.
It seems pretty long, till that Monday is really here, however if you were to be in my situation, i bet you will cry for help!
Submission of Java is to be made on Sunday. (7-2-10) We have to create 4 classes, one of it contains main. (I wonder how am I suppose to do that?)
Secondly, we have our IDEA presentation coming up on Thursday (4-2-10). Most likely it is a 2 man job again!
Thirdly, my networking is stuck in the middle of no-where! when every group is finishing up and submitting their reports?!
*why am I in such a miserable situation?!*
Fourthly, my F.E, well nothing much to complain since I have finish it beforehand.
TESTS are coming up too...
Networking, Java, GEMs...
All fall on the same week - next week...
I am dead...
By the way this is the video of the day!
Title: Never Give Up
By : Yolanda Adams
Quite a nice song, this is also my first time listening to her song.
Featuring Video Of the Day
P.S I really do not know what to choose for the next year... Should I take the Fast Track Program or should I stick to normal diploma and get a diploma plus program... OR Just be a plain girl, who does nothing but focuses on her studies and have no rights to dream...
Time : 5.09 p.m
Date : 29-01-10
.Saturday, January 23, 2010 ' 9:01 AM Y
Title : Never So Fun
Yesterday was a super fun day!
Though not for the fact that I had a presentation and I was late for 30 mins (and the teacher actually did wait for me) neither was it for the meeting we had later in the evening...
Yet it was super fun as we went to plant trees!!!
Not really planting it, but we moved it into a bag, to help the birds who came to Singapore to have a place to eat and rest here.
So we dug up the soils and then we place it into the bag we were given!
Later we even form a long chains to pass the bags that are filled with soil.
However some were too heavy that the girls ask the guys to carry instead of me...
*Do I look like a kid?*
Video Of The Day
P.s I Love this song...
.Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ' 8:00 AM Y
Title : On a get away trip.
I feel so bored and tired.
With all my work piling and never seems to be decreasing, I am now officially on a get away trip.
That is to, run far far away from them! (Are you sure you gonna do that? :/)
I know, I am always complaining about my school work and how much it bring me down, I know it is my every responsibility to get my things done. AND I KNOW you are getting bored by me. :X
Feel so much like crying.
Why do I have so many things to do?
Why cant't mummy be more forgiving and reasonable enough?
Why am I so pressurized?
Oh no, I am having a headache now...
BUT I have to finish IDEA.
For this week... and then prepare another IDEA by next week so does CRS.
Oh ya, and networking.
3 assignment in 2 weeks time.
2 presentation, and 1 lab work.
High weight-age and 3 unmotivated group members (basically there is only 3 person in my group)
Cool isn't it?
I gotta go...
Hope you enjoy the video of the day - "Welcome to my life"
Featuring Video Of The Day
P.s. No song describe my life better than this.
Time: 12.28 a.m
Date: 20-01-10
.Monday, January 18, 2010 ' 2:47 AM Y
Title: Romance
Arghs... I am sick today... Feel so sleepy now.
It is a sweet day today! :D
Love is in the air! LOL. xD
Though I am suffering from being sick, he had been such a darling to me!
*grins xD*
By the way, Bohan love the song "Chasing Pavements" so i went to check out the MTV.
It's pretty cool!
Worth watching ;)
It is romantic too. =)
Lyrics can be found under the video =D
Hope you guys enjoy it as much as I did!
Featuring Video Of The Day!
.Sunday, January 17, 2010 ' 8:49 AM Y
Title : Dreams
Urrghs...
How I hate to admit that he is always appearing in my dreams!
The he I am referring to is none other than my boyfriend!
He got stung by a bee today...
P.s I hope he will be fine.
Great. My life is always in a mess.
It never failed to make me busy.
Perhaps I am asking too much from myself.
We should know our limits?
Crap.
Re-watched 200 pounds beauty 2 days ago...
Could not helped but feel sad for the girl.
True enough, guys normally go for pretty girls.
And hey! Don't you dare deny it!
IDEA!!! Hope I can finish it soon!!!
*Please I beg you so!*
Gotta get running!!!
Oh ya!
Video Of The Day!
Time : 1.10 a.m!
Date : 18-01-10
.Wednesday, January 13, 2010 ' 6:52 AM Y
Title : Irresponsible Me
I feel so tired :( Life... is a tiring journey...
I feel bored... JAE had started on 11 January 2010. Was supposed to hand in my "essay" before that day, and I did but just 1 day before it. Did not dare to check the school website with fear of disappointment, however with 100 percent curiosity, I took a peek on that web and, guess what I saw?!
NOTHING!
I bet I did a bad and lousy job. Mdm Safura must be disappointed by me. I feel so irresponsible.
Pay a visit to IMH today... It was indeed a meaningful trip! Hope we will come up with something interesting and innovative to reach out to people there!
I hope I can throw away all my work and not make anyone feel disappointed in me anymore.
I am nothing but a pretender...
Date : 13-01-10
Time : 11.07 p.m
.Tuesday, January 12, 2010 ' 7:27 AM Y
Title : One Year Ago...
Wow! It had been almost one year since I got back my O level results! It's pretty cool to see people getting real nervous and tense up especially one night before the result is being released!
Anymore words and they will burst into tears :X Since I was nothing better back then, it is really a pleasant surprise to know how people react, in times like this - getting their results back. =D
No matter how long it had been, I bet it will be hard to forget school, the feeling of it, and how we wish to get out of there and how reluctant we were when we know it time to go!
Therefore I want to delicate this song : Graduation by vitamin C to everyone out there! Refresh your memory of school, no matter good or bad, it is gone but... It is never too later to laugh at what you were and enjoy who you are now =D
Video Of the Day...
Date : 12-01-2010
Time : 11 . 45 p.m
.Wednesday, January 6, 2010 ' 6:20 PM Y
Friends are friends only when they need you.
Title: Selfish-ness
Have you ever been told straight to your face that you are selfish? That they cannot always wipe your ass for you?
I am not trying to push my responsibilies to anyone. How I wish I am the nicest person in the world! What is so funny about that wish was that, I worked towards that direction when I was 17. Time flies, things changes. People you know become people you knew.
It was only till I was 18 did I realised that you cannot always be the good one and wish that people will treat you good in returns.
To make everyone like you is an idiotic hope! At the end of the day, you might be like by some (and the worst is not all of them will even though you tried your best) and those who actually like you will only take you as a friend.
I am tired. From being thrown around in secondary school till now - still being throw around. I really do not know how to actually make friend.
Not like I don't like Joyce, I mean, she has her strength since she has knowledge of almost all of the things we are learning. I do think she is quite capable. However, she is too bossy.
In my class, I have no friends. At least not anymore... Those who seems to be there, make me chilled.
Perhaps I became selfish. I am sorry for myself, at the same time, I can do nothing but hope ... Everything will go right for me at the end.
*I wish upon the star and hope that life is but a dream.*
.Tuesday, January 5, 2010 ' 5:06 PM Y
Title : Complicated
Really admire people who is fluent in their english and those who write amazing essays, stories, etc. I love to write. Writing was a way to relief my stress when I was in secondary school! Thought of writing a story book, and there you will see me busy with my writings. It was kind of cool back then, when all you have to worry about was to focus on your 'O' and no matter what the result might be, you will still be able to have a second chance! Poly life? It is all about trying to get a place for yourself in the future. I am not that young to be given a second chance, not with the very fact that I had spend one more year than most people (came from Normal Academic)
Those days were gone, I missed them so.
Randomly, I drop by people's blog, and particularly, I love to read what Caryl say. Her profound in english made readers get "hook" while reading it. I guess I will end here today... Java lesson might be starting soon!!! *Hope I will get quite a good result in Java*
Video of the day
Date: 6-01-09
Time: 9.17 a.m
. ' 4:00 AM Y
Never thought that we were just some random strangers.
Just when I thought you were there, you were gone.
Featured Video of the Day
. ' 12:38 AM Y
Title : Truth Hurts ==============
Reasons to why I dislike updating my blog could be : 1) I was too busy
2) No one is actually interested in the content of this site
3) No idea of what to be fill in here which can draw attention of visitors
However it is really encouraging to know someone is actually here, and say that this blog is kinda interesting!
I had vowed my interest in joining the SPOT when I failed the interview. I have to admit, my initial thought of joining was overwhelmed by the fact that it nature young talents. Not wanting to be left-out of the "game" I tried various ways to get in to it. Appealed after appealed, disappointment by disappointment, I accepted the fact that I would just have to wait for the next year when they promised to give me the chance.
It is weird, when all you ever wanted seems just a few meters away and all you want to do is to run away from it rather than getting anyway nearer. Seen a lot. More than the naive me should see. So much more that, getting into it seems unimportant.
True that getting inside the program is worth being proud of, but getting too proud does more bad than good. That really turn me off, in wanting to join it. I do not think that I am better than me though, given my initial motive to count with, I am equally evil.
All of a sudden, results become my main focus, the urge to win, and the discontent even when I win, really is driving me crazy. Sure, my results are good. (You must take into account the amt of hours I'd put in) Even my I get top in class, I feel bad, real bad. People will just say I had gotten worse. Yet if you really add in your hours of effort and my effort, you are way behind me.
Although I am not satisfied with what I had gotten, I really hate it when Bohan say that I am a rubbish when I lose to another guy from my class.
"You are not stupid, just that you are not smart" by BoHan. Truth always hurt the most.
Date : 5 Jan (Tues)
Time : 5.03 p.m
.Sunday, January 3, 2010 ' 10:03 PM Y
Life is a mystery, isn't it?
I fill so down today. Was suppose to get back our Java result, somehow, it will only be announce next week. Cool, I am not looking very forward to it, though I am curious. Getting back F.E in the next few hours. Let say 2. (It is 2p.m now) Did I did a good job? Hm... I hope so!
2 more projects going on. F.E and Java. Both pair work. Thought I had a deal with a friend to do pair work. Turns out to be, no? Haha... Was still worried that she will not have anyone to work with. Stupid me eh?
I have tons and tons of things to do. To-Do-List does not seems to be working. How do successful people, manage their life, really, I am curious.
.Friday, January 1, 2010 ' 11:21 PM Y
Happy New Year! This is my first post for this year - 2010! Getting a bit excited for the journey ahead of me this year, however I am also getting scared and tired of the homework that is suffocating me. All thanks to no one but me, who spend all my time for nothing but drama - House. For the records, House is a super nice drama!
What will this year be like?
Will the time past as fast as it was last year? Or will it be a long year? What could possibly happen to me and him? Will my dream last year be fufil? Or will it remain as it is now? Will I laugh or will I cry at the end?
Yet all I know for sure is, I will know the answer to the above questions this time, next year. Life is life, the way it is.
The LOVE-D OneY
♥ Twinkle ' address her by this
♥ a secret ' her b'dae
Singapore Poly ' her school
CravingsY
be with him 4ever =x
Lastinq mmrs
Everyone to be happy xD
