.Thursday, March 11, 2010 ' 5:12 AM Y
Title : ...and here we are, drifted apart.
It has been 6 days since we last met. Finally, finally we were able to contact each other through internet.
For so long of missing, it brings so much of sadness to my day.
We are different in so many ways.
These difference tends to be magnify especially when we are apart.
Days of missing, had not gone to waste. Since he does miss me too.
Yet why do I get these loneliness and differences?
He could light up my day.
For he is the star at night.
It might be dim to most, yet it is bright enough to light up the small chamber in my heart.
He stands there, shining brightly in the dark.
His brightness warmed my heart, and for a split seconds I thought...
I thought I could be as bright as he can...
For a split second... I wish, I wish to be beside him and tried... to struggle my way there...
However, no matter how hard I try to reach out my hands, he is a star.
High up in the sky.
Love never fade, yet hands got too tired that they stop reaching for the stars that could never be mine.
He must really be enjoying himself!
In fact, I do feel happy for him. Seriously...
Who am I to be feeling this loneliness?
Soon I will just be a memory. Long forgotten and long forsaken.
Wishing that I had never came cross his path.
I am so unwanted, so small and useless...
With so much of love, with so much of sleepless night, and here we are drifted apart.
Love,
XinYi
