.Wednesday, February 3, 2010 ' 2:11 AM Y
Title : Innocence
Today, is one of the moody days, I get, after quite sometime of putting on a strong front...
Life has changed dramatically, ever since I was in secondary 5.
From things I never thought I can, to things I had never even dare to dream of, they have changed, I have changed.
I do not know why, but somehow I did.
I had never dream of applying scholarship, never thought I can do well and most importantly, I had never ever thought, one day, I will be able to work on that direction of achieving the "unachievable", since all along, I thought it was impossible, especially for a girl like me.
However, shines of lights are came through the blind folds and I start to think, I might, be able to make it there someday.
Despite all this dramatic changes, my life continues as each day past by and I am getting older each and every second.
And if you ever heard me saying, "I don't miss my past a single bit", you will know I am lying.
That little girl that runs around freely, dance and dream of being a grown-up, is still hiding inside me. However, she seems to forgot, how simple life can be as each day passes by.
How I miss the days my sister tagged beside me and believe in each word I say.
How I miss the night we stayed up late, on the plan to watch sun-rise, when we were too ignorant to know that, it is impossible to see the sun rise from our house.
How I miss the night we sat and played with friends on the swing while we sing out loud the song : Top of the world.
And how I missed the days we spent dancing, Para Para Sakura just in-front the shop dad owned.
"Such a feeling coming over me, there is wonder in everything I see..."
- Top Of The World Lyrics
Will the days return?
I sure hope it does...
Here, this is the song of the day!
Top Of the world...
Yea, my sister and I, sang this song without knowing what the lyric means, yet, trust me, those days were fun!
Video of the day :
Time : 6.38 p.m
Date : 3-2-2010