.Sunday, June 14, 2009 ' 7:28 AM Y
I really have no confidence anymore.
Can we really get back to when it was - happy moments?
He is starting to doubt me and himself.
I am really sad about it. Yet what can I do.
I know I am wrong. To have such a bad attitude plus lots of bad habits (always being late).
However will you still believe in I will change?
I do not know if I can let you be happy which we used to be.
I am sorry.. Perhaps, in your life, i am just a trespasser, never should had existed.
You say if you love someone, it does not mean that you will be with him or her forever.
I know you were right. Still I am not as courageous as i thought i could be.
"We should be with someone who can help and make us happy", in another words, I no longer could bring joy to you.
I know... I am not capable as you, neither am I capable in helping you.
I should let you go... Shouldn't I? Please... Just stay there for a moment. When time is up, I will not stop you from leaving me.
Love, Xinyi.
