.Saturday, May 2, 2009 ' 7:05 AM Y
Date : 2 May 2009.
Time : 10.20 p.m
What a tiring day.
Went to Gym with Willy,
Fuk Kin,
Jui Hao and
Bh.
Yesterday i was really upset.
Thanks for
everyone's concern =D
Talking about yesterday...
I broke a bottle of beer in the supermarket!
Luckily
Bh n i were not hurt.
He was really sweet, he picked out all the broken glass inside my shoe and make sure that it is safe for me to wear...
Though i ended up spending $3.50 more, i was quite happy to see his care for me.
Suddenly i had this weird and sad feeling, growing inside me.
I know i must enjoy myself now to be able to enjoy the future.
I know i have to treasure each and everything i have.
Yet knowing and doing is a complete different thing.
I tend to worry about future a lot.
What happen if this happen?
What to do and how can i avoid myself from getting into that situation?
How can i not hurt myself?
In the end, i chose to be overly protective towards myself.
However the more i learn to love, the more i get closer to being hurt.
I am afraid that he will get bored with me vice-verse too, afraid he will leave me soon.
Yet i cannot stop myself from missing him.
Lame...
Anyway, i might be dying soon, if not now, it might be 3 years later.
The destruction cause by the Sun.
If not by swine flu.
Living each day as if there is no tomorrow?
That is my goal from now.
Living each day to its' fullest.
Love you guys.
