.Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ' 6:19 AM Y
7 April 2009
Feeling really down.
Had a quarrelled with Bh since yesterday because i was late and now he is still mad at me...
Words i want to tell him but also words i do not dare to say...
Really want to talk to you.
However every word i say seems to be useless...
Having said a dozen times of sorry, i hate to make another empty promise.
Maybe...
Like your friend had said, "I'm not the type of girl you will like."
To be frank, i really do not have any confident in myself.
For fear you will say goodbye, still i cannot control my temper.
No doubt that we are true...
No doubt that i really love you.
Ha Ha...
Still...
Fears do not just go away with words nor ambiguous promises but to grow with time.
Please...
Do not say you wanna leave me.
Do not say you hate me to talk to me.
Promise you will be there and always true.
And shall i promise you with all my heart that i will love you as long as forever really exist.