.Wednesday, August 6, 2008 ' 5:26 AM Y
Sick...Today i am free from going to school however i am busy with sleeping and "entangling" with the sick demon -.-" (lame)
However i am really please to find out that there are a lot of friends who care for me.
As i remembered clearly one year ago no one cares about me not even my best friend(as we were not in good terms or to say even if we are, she thinks i am not going to school because i want to rest.)
I was rather sad then, but i also realised that i have to consider about what others think, not only what i want them to do.
For instant my best friend did not asked why i am not in school because she does not want to waste her sms.
Though it sounds like i am just running away, it is better than thinking she does not cares about me right? Not to even mentioned what if it is really that case?
Speaking of which, the party i am organising and the card i am doing is delayed just because i did not went to school.
Perhaps i should just go to school and get it done...
Which is the least i want to do as i look so ugly (though i do not really look pretty normally either. =.=")
On Monday, one of my friends (FG) says that "Why are you doing it for her even though she is not going to this for you.", when i was asking my teacher to write something for my best friend's birthday card.
I pretended that i did not hear anything as i do not know what to say but i think people normally will just do stupid things despite the fact that they know what they do are going to go down the drain as no one will cares.
Actually sometimes humans just have to act like they do not really care even if they do.
I used to think when you give someone a present, you will get one with the same values in returns.
Also the more you care for someone, the same you will get in returns, however these thinkings are selfish and childish they are bullshit too.
Those you care for might not even cares for you at all, is what is really happening around the world.
So it is better to just care for what you think that person is to you, than what the person will do to treat you in returns.
I just realised that i lied.
To my friend, the one i gave my blog to.
Not so much of lying but i told him i am not going to record what happened day to day but now it seems like i am doing what i say i am not going to do.
It is hard. If i am not going to write what happened, i am just going to write my questions to this unfair world.
Quoted from my teacher "God is fair, it is the World that is unfair."
So true.
Anyway, i am going to school tomorrow even if i am sick!
I had been looking forward to it ever since yesterday!
Our form teacher said that we will be celebrating our classmates birthday tomorrow!!!
Cake/Party i am coming~~~
Ya... Before i go, i would like to introduce this song!!!
It is really nice!
Enjoy it^^
Song Title: Jikan Yo Tomare
Album: Itazura na Kiss OST
(you have to press play yourself as i have another song in the background...)
