.Thursday, August 28, 2008 ' 11:32 PM Y
Yeah...
My friend said that my blog post is so so boring! (sad)
It is because i told him everything.
So maybe i will just say things he does not know now?
OK.
That is my plan now.
Yesterday before going to the badminton game, the few of us (Willy, Fuk Kin, Bohan, Foong Ting and I went to queenstown)
I talked to Ft.
She said she feels that i am hiding myself to everyone.
Though i do not think so, i accepted to her comment.
Perhaps i am.
Life.
Sigh..
Life is a food.
Th ingredient to this food is happiness, sadness etc...
For me i think i had added in too much of bitter gourd...
So i am always feeling sad?
Really.
I do not know who my friends are anymore.
Certainly, i really wants to believe Ft is my best friend but sometimes i have to doubt it.
She will ignore me whenever she is with her friends.
Just like what Meng Ci did.
I asked Meng Ci why she will ignore me when she is with her sec 4 friends before.
She replied "I have no choice. If i don't ignore them, in sec 4D I'll be lonely since Jie Min is the only girl, other than me in the class"
Now i would not ask the same question to anyone, anymore.
As i know, all i will get is lies and moreover, i fear they will only be acting to be good to me.
I rather, life will remains the same as it is.
Though i might be hurt more, i might be furthermore ignored to show how unwelcome i might be, than knowing the truth - how unimportant i really is to them.
bye.
