.Monday, April 7, 2008 ' 7:38 AM Y
I know, i really know that i am ought to be sad, grieving over the death of my kitten Miao Miao (5-4-08).However, i was heartless. I have had to force my tears before i could actually even cry.She was poisoned to death. It was obvious that i did not know who the murderer was, but i do not really blamed that person like what my mother and sister had done--cursing him/her.As i think the person might had only planned to kill the mice or rat; however my cat got it first.I did felt sad. Yet it was only when she was buried into the soil.When i saw the soil covering her face, did i notice, she was really gone -- to the heaven, i wish.I told 4 of my best friends about it, and 2 of them comfort me.One said that my kitten had only over slept and did not wish to wake up.The other said that i should let her go to where ever she should be.I was telling to the 4th friend about my cat during lunch today.When i was talking to her, strange feelings occupied me.I suddenly felt like crying.As i know, soon, no one will remember her as deeply as now.Another cat, Qi Qi, who is a best friend of Miao Miao had been waiting for her to arrive home, ever since her death.No one would have had experienced what Qi Qi is going through now.Would Qi Qi get pass Miao Miao soon?Will i forget Miao Miao soon?I do not know.What i can answer was, she is never going to be waving its' long tail at me nor follow me wherever i might go.Also she would be just lying in the cold soil, buried with the love we had for her and sealed with our tears.My sleeping beauty -- Miao Miao.
Please rest in peace.
Love you.
Sorry for not putting any pictures.
