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.Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ' 5:34 AM Y

What is life? What are we fighting so hard for? Why do we have to base on merit to be promoted? Why is the world becoming more and more "darker"?

My mum always says this are questions that will only be ask by children.
She always says that i am like a kid with lots of childish thinking, which, i think is not true at all.
Yes. I agree that i am childish at times, yet i do not agree that i am, for most of the time.
My life, i have been living, surviving in this world for almost seventeen years since i was last "trapped" in the womb.
I had my thinking all this while; i do know how to differentiate between good or bad.
Sometimes or to be honest most of the time i am confused about them but everyone feels the same isn't it, you cannot possibly judge me by this right?

I had never been in a relation before, which i think wasn't really essential for my age, i trust my friends whom i treat them as my real sister.
Mum, of course agreed with me for thinking boyfriends are not essential, but she totally disagrees for trusting my friends.
I am aware. Aware that humans are greedy being and i am not spared either.
Yet i want to trust them, i knew that they could be trusted for now.

Actually i do not know why i am addressing all this when no one had said anything that irritates me today.
Speaking of which, i had watched movie "Rule #1" with two of my best friends.
The show was quite OK, just that i am not really, totally, freaked out.

Since it was a horror movie, i had expected more from it...
If you like, do take a look at this trailer ^^

Anyway i did enjoyed myself as i went with my best friends who are fun to be with, nice to talk to and encouraging.
I do not know if they give helpful comments to me but i do know that when i am sad, most of the time, they will listen quietly and attentively.
Though sometimes i feel apart from them as they had their new friends, i still feel quite contented to have them as friends.
Perhaps what my teacher had said this morning "though most of the people say old friends are better than new, in many case it is not true at all." yet i believe if we are true to one another and take the initiative to contact each other, nothing is going to change.

I took a photo of the sky yesterday, is it clear?

Ha ha it was quite rare that it was a sunny day yesterday since it had always been raining most of the time!! ^^