.Friday, March 14, 2008 ' 3:47 AM Y
Life is full of questions and mysteries...Why are human surviving in the Earth? Who is the first mankind on Earth etc.
Are questions without an answer also known as -- mystery.
Even with all this unknown answers and questions, i know...
I love my current life, my friends and my family.
Like every one in the world i have dreams for my future.
At times i am depressed,
at times i am crazy
and most of the time i am lonely.
I am rather fearful of my future, i do not know if any of my friends i regard now as, will remain till then.
There is no doubt to my love for them... However as time past by, we became cold towards each other.
I do not know if i am the one who had changed or them, but i just know it does not really matter at all.
Crying cannot solve any problems and it is a sign of weakness but that is what i am always doing lately.
I hate changes as, you do not know if you are changing for the better or - the worst.
I had just finished reading "P.S. I Love You" by Cecelia Ahern
To me this story is wonderful and sad.
Though the ending was considered as a happy one, yet when the author describe about Gerry (male lead) and how he had felt in the last few chapters, i can't help but let my tears took over my sight.
It was touching and definitely awesome!
He said that he felt so jealous and unfair for Holly (his wife).
On the last letter he left for Holly it asked her to find her new love, which, i think makes my heartbroke.
Well after reading the story, i asked what if i was to die, will anyone remember me?
What if no one cares for me?
What if everything is going to change dramatically by tomorrow?
How will i be able to withstand all this?
So changes are the most scary things that could happen in life.
Perhaps all those ambiguous promise people vowed to one another cannot be compared to a sentence "i love you" as that is what is needed to warm up the heart of mine.
My friends, nowadays i always feel bored when i am with them. I feel that i am isolated by them.
Perhaps the truth is i am hiding in my shell, or perhaps because i do not talk. The sight of them being happy without me makes me wanna cry at times. Even though, sometimes i vowed to myself never to talk to them, once i started talking, i will be happy again...
Well i know i am being lame and childish, but that is me!
Well i know i am being lame and childish, but that is me!
Ha ha well let's enjoy some pictures of "changes and dream"
Hope you enjoy these images i had found ^^
May you have a nice time reading.
Love ya
Bye ^^
