I had always been dreaming, trapped, in my own world.
I locked myself in that room, trying hard to escape from the cruelty of the world, trying to lie and be innocent.
I know it is time to stop hiding however i am not courageous enough.
I am very depressed today, i wonder why.
I do not know who i am, i do not know if i am pretending to be others or if i am not.
Perhaps this is what everyone always says --- mood swing.
If i am hiding, i wish i could step out of that room.
If i am dreaming, i wish i would wake up tomorrow.
If i am afraid of the real world, i wish for courage to overcome them.
Today is an adventurous day.
I experienced all kinds of mood. Happiness, Angriness, Sadness and Madness.
If you ask me how i managed all this, i would say i do not know.
One day.
There are 24 hours, i enjoyed my time in school, being occupied and having no time to waste thinking about nonsense.
Things went wrong when i was home.
I was angry just because my sister made me wait for her.
I was crazy after that by asking lots of questions that no one, but me could have know the answer.
Later i felt that i am sad because i felt lost.
I do not know who i am.
My friend says i should just be myself.
However who am i? And who in this world is myself?
I was touched too.
Someone i always know cheer me up.
I never thought he would listen to me or have i long forgotten him?
When i lost my phone, he changes my mood from frustration to laughter by cursing that person.
He said that at least he thinks that i am the person he knew.
I like them.
I really do like them very, very much.
They are my friend that is why i like them.
Although they are weird, they are caring.
Perhaps not everyone can change my mood when i am down, all i need is someone who is willing to listen.
When i am in need, they will be there.
So how can i not like them?
Let's take a look at this flower.
We went to the national library on Saturday, 29-3-08, to study.
I took a picture of the flower near our seat.
It is beautiful.
May everyone finds their true friends in life.
