I came to realized that some people you know and you yourself lives in 2 different world. Loves makes wonder. That is what I often hear about what people says but surprisingly my love is quite the opposite. It brought out the worst of me; my bad attitude, the real me I fought hard to hide. I always thought I am a person filled with sorrow, I'm a person who is quiet and hates laughing but I'm wrong. I love to laugh at stupid things I am always caught red handed of doing stupid things too... I love to love and giggle and chat everything around the world with my close friends and I love to complain when I'm sad. I always complain...
There are 2 girl friends of mine that can bring out the character I thought that had never existed in me. I can be really rude to them but in fact they are the people who I really treasure too.
As for guys, there still exist barrier. The one I love, he seems to not be able to accept me as much as I hope he can. I'm not gifted with a nice voice to sing but I love to sing the songs I love. I'm not gifted with a smart brain but I tried to use my little brain. I'm not gifted with a kind hard so I try my best to be kind. You may say I'm a great pretender and I will never deny. I am do afraid that people could not like me as who I am that I shut myself up. Just when I thought he might be able to do so, he shut me back in my doors... What a pathetic person I really am.
I will stop here today, thanks for reading!
With love, Twinkle
.Sunday, February 20, 2011 ' 5:45 AM Y
There a lot of different kind of people out there, lot of surprise and perhaps lots fun. However at the end of the day, you will still go back to the same place, same person as you know that he or she will always be there for you.
Therefore, girls have to find a man who truly love her the way she is. That man must be able to take in all your nonsense and at the end of the day still love you the way you are.
For guys, find a girl who you truly love, judge not by her physical appearance and someone who you are willing to share your trouble with.
For me, I'm not an understanding partner and someone who isn't forgiving neither am I sensitive to small details... Sometimes I wonder, am I fit to be love?
.Wednesday, February 16, 2011 ' 7:12 AM Y
Serves me right for bring with him. Serve me right for being useless. I never ever said I am the most important thing. Never did I say that I must be the most important thing in his life. Just that sometimes, just sometimes, when I'm in need, is it possible for you to show that I'm at least a bit important?
I hate to feel so unimportant. I hate the way you say how selfish how I am. No matter what I say, I'm just as selfish as you think I'm isn't it?
With love, Twinkle
.Monday, February 14, 2011 ' 2:58 PM Y
The me without exams is carefree and the me now is timeless... well or with plenty of time bit little interest in the textbook. Seriously, the one that invented exams must had hated lazy bums like me. I'm going to study a little right now... To those whose exams are around the corner like me, I wish you good luck! xD
With love, Twinkle.
. ' 5:32 AM Y
As you can see, I'm really bored right now. hence I downloaded an application that allows me to blog on my itouch. -_-" To be more specified, I'm more tired than bored. I would really love the idea of shutting off my eyes and play in the land I name it as clover land.
In the Clover land, it is filled with love and adventure. All you have to do is name the adventure trip you want and boom- the fairy god mother will bring you just the place you want to find yourself at! life there is pretty much simple.
Back to reality, land as such do exist... At the very least, we have to know what we want before we can set on our adventure right? Hahax I hereby hope you find your perfect journey that suits you best!
With love, twinkle.
.Sunday, February 13, 2011 ' 9:49 AM Y
It had been a while since I last blogged! I could not promised that I will be back for good, nor will I say that I will be gone for good either! I just found Picasa interesting! Allowing me to blog, without going to blogger.com. The internet changes fast, so does the applications, getting better as each days past by. How about your life? Did it changes and gets better? For me, I am not so sure yet! Just that I figure out that I should focus on what I have to do before thinking what is ahead of me. Someone close taught me this long before yet... It never really went into me.
Now that he is gone, am I starting to miss him?
Well I bet I do! After all, I really treat him as a friend... Even till now, he is my best friend!
By the way happy valentine everyone!
May you enjoy this very day with the one you love most! (including your families xD)
Also I wish everyone a happy week ahead, no Mondays blue! (For the sake of valentine!) xD
Love, twinkle
The LOVE-D OneY
♥ Twinkle ' address her by this
♥ a secret ' her b'dae
Singapore Poly ' her school
CravingsY
be with him 4ever =x
Lastinq mmrs
Everyone to be happy xD